Now I want to cut even more…
So i cuttet myself really deep with my dads knife that I’m really obsessed with but those cuts are barely bleeding and I can see them just little. Now I want to cut even more because I thought to cut with this knife instead of blades would be a good feeling but it sucks because they’re so little even thought they’re really deep but they look just like scratches and I’m about to freak out. I’m crying so hard because I expected it to be so much better i hate myself now I’m gonna take those blades and make things right.
My eyes turned into fucking niagara falls and they wont stop.
